Another day of nothing w4m
You made me so upset and didn't even notice. I can't tell you how many times I broke down in tears and cried as soon as I left the room.
You were so selfish. Just take this last incident. You thought you had the right to complain that I wouldn't do that in bed, although you didn't feel the need to satisfy me when I needed it?
You wouldn't listen to me.
You felt you could ignore me as you pleased.
You embarrassed me in front of my family, complaining, no worse WHINING that you didn't want to be there.
You didn't seem to have any ambition to see me happy by doing spontaneous things to show you cared.
You said on various occasions that my happiness was, "Not your problem."
I seriously was horrified you were just going to vanish one day, without telling me or anyone else.
You were never willing to make future plans of any sort with me.
We stopped doing fun things together. Although whenever I suggested something you didn't want to do it, and then later you didn't want to just "sit around like always."
You criticized me.
When I wanted to work out with you, you just thought I'd slow you down.
When I did get upset or angry you thought it was best just to ignore me until I "settled down" then never wanted to talk about it again.
You were always quick to point out other women.
I stopped feeling like I could be myself around you.
What does it say about us when I was too scared to tell you I loved you because I thought you'd react badly?
I always was the one who had to try to fix things.
You never, ever said you were sorry about anything. Not even once.
Well, I'll tell you this now. I am better than this. I AM BETTER THAN THIS. I am a smart, funny, loving woman with so much to offer. You knew that. You liked to take what I could offer. But I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I know you have troubles, but you're not the only person in the world. Others have troubles and crave the same things as you. They want to come home and get a full massage without asking for it. They want to be cared about. I WANT TO BE CARED ABOUT.
This post was for me, not you.