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RE : Broken hearts
broken hearts mend. it takes time,sometimes a lot of time. its painful but necessary ! it will all come to light eventually,and you will realize that you are ok.! Me,well, I came to the realization that I was just as lonely WITH her in my life as I was WITHOUT . and after several years of struggling,waiting, wanting and needing more from her,it was just time to go. we were no further ahead than when we first met. time to move on. we are both weak when it came to walking away,but this time it stuck. she jumped to another man (her usual reaction) and I decided to just tough it out alone,let it hurt,let it burn,let it bleed out my soul,and be done with it once and for all. This time it stuck,neither one of us went back. It has taken a LONG time,and it wasn't until just last week when I finally sold the ring I had bought for her,that things finally became clear to me. When I sold that ring, it was like a huge heavy weight was lifted off my chest. I had finally let go! yes it took me a long time,but if you don't deal with it,and FEEL it,it never really goes away! Yes I still think of her,quite often still, I see little things around the house,hear a song,eat a special meal,or remember little silly things. But the point is, I can look back and remember but not wallow in the pain anymore. But the truth is....nothing in my life changed without her ,other than having someone to have sex with,nothing is different. Nothing! so I know it was the right thing to do. for both of us! I wanted her in my life % necessary in order to move on. My heart dosnt hurt so much,my mind in clearer, and I'm feeling refreshed and ready to move on and begin moving forward in my life once again,instead of spinning my wheels stuck in one . your heart will my friend, you are not alone! People go through this every day. Chances are you know someone right now that is in agony,weather you can see it or not! Take care,and God bless!! (we need all the help we can get!!)
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