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Doubts (OP) Hi, thanks to all who sent super supportive . Sorry none of you who replied seemed to be my MC. I really appreciated all the kind words and encouragement though. I keep fumbling my opportunity but I am still hopeful. I'm hopeful for all of you, as well. To those of you who wrote to tell me what a cunt I am because I condemn cheaters, thanks for further demonstrating the quality of your character. To the deleted ad - I did see it before you took it down and it struck a chord with me. I guess I could imagine that people might wonder if I am even attracted to men as I go out of my way to keep most guys . Your wording was awkward as I'm sure you know that most people do not "turn" bi/gay/straight in the middle of their lives, although they could choose to express their sexuality differently at different times. For me, I haven't ever wanted a man like I wanted this man - which was ultimately why I had such a hard time talking to him. I was used to not ever really feeling vulnerable, to keeping lovers and friends, sex and feelings, strictly separate, and he detonated that comfort zone. I found him so attractive and so alluring. I liked his personality, he made me laugh all the time, and I found him so incredibly sexy. I wanted him to be my best friend and my lover. I haven't dated another man in the longest time because I can't go back to the way I was; I tried. The idea of strictly only ever fucking for the sake of fucking with people I didn't care about suddenly felt so wrong. It seemed like such a , empty way to be. Women are easier for lots of reasons, one being that I don't compare every one to him. But I haven't dated many girls since I have felt this way, either. I have never met another person, male, female or other, who has ever come close to evoking in me the feelings I have had for him. So I guess on some level I do compare everyone to him. He stands out to me; I don't know why, I can't look past him, it is like he is neon to everyone else's pastel. I have tried for longer than I would ever have imagined possible to get all thoughts of him out of my head. I don't know why I can't. I don't know *at all* what he thinks of me and I don't know his situation, he could be with someone. But I can't stop thinking of him. If this IS you, I would happily take you for moments and be grateful. That's probably all I could offer myself anyway. You still feel like a , that's why I mostly try not look you in the eyes like I did before, although sometimes I can't help it. I could never be platonic with you either, I wouldn't even try to kid myself; you've been starring in my fantasies for way too long. I get the impression sometimes though that this guy doesn't even want to say hello to me, let alone have an awkward/weird/intense conversation with me. I have in the past been less than cordial to him. All these unfamiliar feelings made me lose my mind. He might not want to know this, but I still think about him all the time, and I want to try to talk about how terribly I behaved toward him in the past, to apologize and explain. He doesn't make it easy to talk to him. At this point, though, I am less hung up on the outcome than I was before. Regardless if he wants nothing to do with me, I have to try. I feel that I need to try to talk to him for my own sake, that I owe it to myself to live as authentiy as possible, to finally own instead of deny how I feel, and to be brave and candid even if it is scary and painful. I wish that you were him. I wish he was thinking of me and wondering about me too. I wish I could just speak in his presence, instead of incessantly worrying that I'm going to make him (further) uncomfortable. I wish I could figure out how to have a single conversation with him. I wish I knew how he felt. I wish I wish I wish.